080730 sun sun sun
the headache is finally gone...well almost.
but now my ear hurts...so stupid.
today i've been lazy in the sun. trying not to get stung by wasps.
now i'm off for dinner with my sisters.
hope you all have a nice evening!
080729 tight fit
i will never get tired of this song.
it makes me fall in love...
080729 painkillers aren't strong enough!
i'm just tired right now. tired of this headache.
and i'm happy inside.
happy i have friends i can finally trust...
thank you for everything! i'm floating on air right now because i'm a thousand kilos lighter.
that's all.
080727 bike anyone?
this morning i woke up with a terrible headache.
my room was warm and i just felt like pulling the duvet over my head and go back to sleep.
but as a working class hero i had no choice but to get up.
so i did.
just to find a bike standing in my livingroom.
to make you feel what i felt i have to tell you that i do not own a bike. i haven't had a bike since i was like 10 years old.
and still, here it was. a big silver bike. a mans bike. hahaha and no, i think i would have noticed if there was also a man in my apartment. hahaha. no such luck. just the bike.
looking closer at this environmentley friendly vehicle i noticed it was broken in more places then one. broken sadle, broken wheel. broken everything.
and now i'm sitting here with my broken bike. not knowing what to do with it really. or why i even bothered to drag it up the stairs to my apartment. it doesn't even work.
more worrying is the actual removal of the bike. i mean, when can i do it? what if i meet the person who actually ownes the bike? what do i say? and where do i leave it?
listen kids...don't share a box of rosé wine with only one person. then crazy shit happens. be atleast 3 people.
after i stoppped thinking about the bike i decided to do some good. cleaning and decorating. one of the two i hate...guess wich one. anyways, it didn't help that the stupid bike was in the livingroom so i barley could vacuum!
also to all the guys out there who thinks throwing things at a girl is a cute way of showing her you like her. well stop it! it's not cute! it's just fucking stupid and annoying. and it hurts!
that's all for now...be safe.
my room was warm and i just felt like pulling the duvet over my head and go back to sleep.
but as a working class hero i had no choice but to get up.
so i did.
just to find a bike standing in my livingroom.
to make you feel what i felt i have to tell you that i do not own a bike. i haven't had a bike since i was like 10 years old.
and still, here it was. a big silver bike. a mans bike. hahaha and no, i think i would have noticed if there was also a man in my apartment. hahaha. no such luck. just the bike.
looking closer at this environmentley friendly vehicle i noticed it was broken in more places then one. broken sadle, broken wheel. broken everything.
and now i'm sitting here with my broken bike. not knowing what to do with it really. or why i even bothered to drag it up the stairs to my apartment. it doesn't even work.
more worrying is the actual removal of the bike. i mean, when can i do it? what if i meet the person who actually ownes the bike? what do i say? and where do i leave it?
listen kids...don't share a box of rosé wine with only one person. then crazy shit happens. be atleast 3 people.
after i stoppped thinking about the bike i decided to do some good. cleaning and decorating. one of the two i hate...guess wich one. anyways, it didn't help that the stupid bike was in the livingroom so i barley could vacuum!
also to all the guys out there who thinks throwing things at a girl is a cute way of showing her you like her. well stop it! it's not cute! it's just fucking stupid and annoying. and it hurts!
that's all for now...be safe.
080725 wanna play?
people are mental! people with money are even more mental!
why walk around in shops when the weather is fucking great?
i just don't get it...
i wish i was off this weekend (it seems like everyone is...) because if i was i would really enjoy the outdoors.
also, i now know that i hate yahoo mail.
that's it for now.
i wish someone would entertain me...
why walk around in shops when the weather is fucking great?
i just don't get it...
i wish i was off this weekend (it seems like everyone is...) because if i was i would really enjoy the outdoors.
also, i now know that i hate yahoo mail.
that's it for now.
i wish someone would entertain me...
080724 i've heard it all before
today i've learned that even the smallest things can make a huge difference. can make you happy. can make life easy.
like hearing a good song when you walk home from work.
like working with someone you like more and more each time. someone who makes you laugh!
i've also learned that it's easy to loose this happy feeling. that the smallest thing also can make you sad. make you dissapointed...
but most of the times it's just my own head playing tricks on me. i'm a thinker. i think to much.
time for a smoke...time for some serious thinking!
peace!
like hearing a good song when you walk home from work.
like working with someone you like more and more each time. someone who makes you laugh!
i've also learned that it's easy to loose this happy feeling. that the smallest thing also can make you sad. make you dissapointed...
but most of the times it's just my own head playing tricks on me. i'm a thinker. i think to much.
time for a smoke...time for some serious thinking!
peace!
080723 life's about to change
today has been a day spent in the sun and also at my brothers place. nice.
yesterday was a day spent in the car with my mother and my sister.
after a long drive full of laughter we finally arrived in the red house by the sea.
and there she was, my future partner. so small. so sweet. so cute!
she's the best and i can't wait untill she's here!!
